Panda eyes!

This is how i look.

Monday: Teaching Poetry- Prepared for the paper already.
Thursday: Proficiency- Have no idea wat to prepare.
Friday: Psikologi- Crossing my fingers hoping i will not screw this paper up!

My eyebags are getting so terrible. If I was in a zoo people might even mistaken me to a panda!

What a life?
Fear is all over me, when i think about my psychology paper! It scares me, seriously. Hopefully I'll do well. If i don't read my notes, I'll feel as if the book is staring at me. Seriously, I am that freaked out! Just wanna to get over it and not think about it anymore.

Everyone is finishing exams and we are officially one of the last ones to finish up the whole examination for this semester! How sad is that? Some of friends are already enjoying and some are even back home at their kampung.

I should stop whining! and continue studying! Till then!

I cant wait for the 20th! Party Babeh! Yeah!

Exam Mode

Poetry Exam. Blah!

I’m so disappointed with myself. Need I say more?

I can never be good enough. My hope of trying to get a better pointer this semester seems to be so vague. I tried so hard I did. Hopefully, I’ll do better for my next paper.

Critical Thinking- 11 November

Well it was so so.. Easy, Average, and Difficult. Confusing at times.

Next paper, Teaching Poetry. But I'm totally worried about my Psychology paper.

3 More papers and I'll taste pure pleasure and freedom.

Deep Inside..

I look back and I see no one was there for me or with me.

I wonder was I walking alone all this while. Or did they just leave?

This lonely soul wanders.

In the midst of loneliness.

I know I am all alone.

Life

Lots of downs these days then ups.

I am slacking, I know I am.

I am at the edge, might just fall off or let go anytime.

I shouldn't be so negative but things that are happening to me doesn't seem to be helping me at all.

I did great/good for my presentation earlier, according to my friends.

Hopefully I will find the light at the end of the tunnel.

Missing the live I used to live as a form 6 student.

If only i could turn back time.

Someone told me that I'm going to be 21 already so I got to be rational and face situations wisely.

Missing Dad N Mum.

ThInKInG

Do u actually care?

i HOPE so

But I DONT think you DO.

Bad Day GOne GooD

I had one of the worst days of my life today.
Terrible headache,
I think I'm not getting enough sleep. But i just dont have enough time, if i sleep early at night.
Anyway, THANK God i only had two classes today.
After class, wanted to go back to college....but....i went for prayer meeting first.
Prayer meeting with Leslie, Vily, and Zhong Weng.
I was kind of suffering so didnt layan them that much, felt kind of bad though.
Sorry guys, my sincere apology.
Well, after prayer meeting i walked back to college all on my own, coz they wanted to grab lunch at the faculty itself.
As i was walking back, passing Language and Linguistics Faculty, a car passed by me, and mystery man was in there. Wah, i was so excited. Gosh, and he waved at me first, then obviously i waved back. That's about it. You guys might think Im crazy, getting excited just because of a wave, but hey! i dont care =) coz me like him! I have tonnes of assignment to do. Got to go!

missing mummy and daddy

ChAmPions..Congrats

I went for my juniors dance competition today, was held and organized by 4th residential college.

They did a great job and won 2nd place..

Congratulations!

7th college rocks.

the dancers, all 1st year students

TenSiOn + RunSing

omg! one problem to another, why must i be facing this today, of all days in my life! super lame! i have so many assignments yet im caught up in the middle of this. just feeling so frustrated, why did i do to this deserve all this, for the past whole year i have been giving my all for this club then now, u all act like i dont even exist? u know what i dont give a damn already. totally annoyed and i guess i will move on from today onwards. what u want to do, u guys decide, i will concentrate on other college stuff that i am involve in.

I dont care anymore i just dont!

Dont come finding me when u all need me.

Because at that time, I aint helping!

U guys are playing with my emotions.

Stop talking behind my back as well, because i know u are. Go find some other topics or just go and studylah if u have all the time in the world. Like the peribahasa jangan jaga tepi kain orang...

I may look vurnerable but i am strong, i went to many hardships in life to stop what i am doing now.

I aint quitting if u think i am.

WELL, although i am EMO~ing right now, i still feel so disappointed.

Oh GOSH! cant wait for year end sem break! Well, at least the raya holidays...